A Little Redecorating

Since we lost our last blog to a hacker I will be posting here at the old location. The past week has been filled with trials and tribulations but all of which have taught us a lesson.

We learned that our site was open to hackers to destroy code (no purchase information was available) and destroy they did. We found a fabulous company that worked through the night to bring us back and I cannot say enough good about them. We will be moving servers in the next several weeks which will provide for a much faster experience for our customers.

Hopefully things will become a bit more stable and we are through the rough patches. I have reflected on this and several other experiences that happened with moments of tears and terror. But I do know that each passing day is a gift and there are so many others that are in worse places in their lives and I must remember that.

Everything Comes Back Around

My oldest Son and the 3 grand babies have moved in, the Step Son has moved back in with a friend to boot and we have a total of 10 people in the house now.

Life offers so much change and I am know that things will be stressed but life is on a new thresh hold for those that I love the most.

Life in the Rear view

I have to often take a step back and evaluate where I am in life and what my accomplishments and failures have been in the past, present and gauge my movement forward for the future.

This picture was taken heading into the winds of the South by my dear First born and it is so reflective of where he is going in life and how my guidance may or not have been enough for him. I can only hope as a Mother....

Make good decisions my Dear Son, I love you with all my heart.

Makes me wonder....

It has been about 4 weeks since Tasha's death and I have not been able to go pick up her ashes. Yesterday I asked my Step Son to do it for me and so off to the vet he went.

He returned with a beautiful rose laden tin with her ashes inside. After a good cry and I went about my business of the day.

Last night the girls wanted to play Scrabble and we doled out the tiles and I set my 7 tiles up and absent mindedly arranged the word "TREATS". Read my previous post and this will give you the shivers. Was my darling dog with us????

You were my best friend

You were always there for me, in my lap for kisses, riding via horseback in the saddle with me when you were too tired to follow.

Ears perked for your daily treats no matter if I said the word "treat" or even spelled it you always knew what I meant.

You were my best friend, you went everywhere with me. How am I going to get along with you?

I see your toys in the halls, I can't bear to go near your crate, my heart is breaking my little girl. You will be so very missed.

What am I going to do tonight without you when I do horse chores, that was your favorite time....

My heart hurts and I will forever miss you Tasha....

You were my best friend

The Fairy Ring

Another project done in the wide open spaces!